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About Me

captured 2019-07-07

Hello, world! My name is Evan Ward. I’m passionate about fulfilling my potential to do good here with the time I have remaining. I am interested in effective altruism (EA), economics, global priorities research, tech entrepreneurship, ethics, rationality, and computational science, among other things. Some of my biggest intellectual influences include Nick BostromEliezer YudkowskyBrian Tomasik, and Robin Hanson.

As of 22 June 2019, I’m exploring the idea of entropic decision-making for ethical living in the multiverse under the Everett-interpretation. This has already received some feedback and the idea might be dead. I’m also exploring building an app to expand the micro-economy that is a better version of TaskRabbit. I plan on moving to Florida in August to finish my BS in economics.

My understanding of the world is always evolving—I try to update my blog posts to match my latest beliefs, but some of my posts may contain ideas I no longer believe in.

Here are some of my favorite posts:

Strong Opinions, Loosely Held

Here are some of my present beliefs:

Additional Concepts I Love

A Brief History of Me

My parents came from very poor households, became valedictorians, and met at Tulane University in New Orleans. My dad commissioned as a Marine Corps officer and my mom became a nurse. I was born in SoCal, moved frequently in my early childhood as a military brat, and settled in Southwest Florida after my parents divorced. I attended a public arts middle and high school and studied classical guitar, piano, and ballroom dancing. I was active in Scouting and spent my share of time adventuring in the outdoors, competed in long-distance races including ultramarathons, and ran an Amazon home business after buying out my stepfather’s inventory.

While it was my long-time goal to attend MIT and I was on track to be valedictorian of my high school class, I suffered from a bad case of existential crisis in 11th grade. I ended up reading David R. Hawkin’s perennial philosophy book “Transcending the Levels of Consciousness“; despite being an atheist at the time, the book was sufficiently persuasive that I overall believed it. I thus fell into the trap of religious mysticism. Many books, mantras, meditation sessions, prayers, and breathing exercises later, I finally found my way out of that madness, but with my prospects for attending a top-tier college largely shattered. Thus, I decided to prove myself a different way and enlisted in the United States Army for the hardest (by attrition rate) job I could: Engineer Diver.

I trained up diligently, was meritoriously early-promoted at the end of Basic Combat Training, and then graduated from the Army’s 6-month engineer dive school, which typically has over an 80% attrition rate, as the honor graduate. Shortly after joining my Dive detachment in Fort Eustis, VA, I became hungry for more responsibility and ability to positively influence the Army. I tried my best to get my bachelor’s degree as quickly as possible—signing up for online classes and testing out of 51 credit hours worth of classes in 3 weeks—so that I could commission as an officer. Once I realized that I was still roughly two years of after-work classes away from earning my degree and commissioning, I decided that it was worth it for me to apply to the United States Military Academy at West Point. I was accepted and left to attend West Point after nearly a year in the Dive detachments

West Point is a very unique institution. It’s generally held to be a great place to be from but an overall unpleasant place to be at. Cadets are relentlessly busy—most never take less than 17 semester hours at a time, while also participating in mandatory sports, daily formations, weekend training, and frequent chain-of-command responsibilities such as taking care of subordinates, cleaning, uniform and room inspections, briefs, and random taskings. My try-hard brain decided I wanted to be a triathlete on top of being a computer science major there, so in addition to the normal cadet duties, I had the opportunity to wake up at 0515 to swim for an hour before morning classes and run and/or bike for 1.5 to 3 hours after classes every afternoon. Needless to say, I was exhausted most of the time and consistently surprised by how rare suicides were at West Point.

At this time, I became increasingly interested in the philosophy of effective altruism and this idea of trying to quantify the social impact of different actions and do as much good as possible with our lives. In my free time, I studied moral philosophy, decision theory, economics, cause prioritization, and other topics. I increasingly began to doubt that I was going to, realistically, maximize my possible impact through service as a military officer. It’s not that being a military officer isn’t important and noble, but I couldn’t escape the comparative advantage argument. The issue is that competent people who want to be Army officers are not in short supply (the supply of enlisted soldiers is another story) and that society is not full of people who want to maximize their social impact by pursuing important work in neglected cause areas; the person who would likely replace me is unlikely to otherwise pursue high-impact, neglected work that is unlikely to happen otherwise. I eventually gained the conviction and confidence necessary to go against the grain and resign from West Point.

Now, I am doing independent research and side-hustling this summer until I course up for classes this August in Florida to finish out my undergrad in economics.

Pics

(I’m not that fast–the swim was canceled.)

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